Monday, February 08, 2010
Irfan started ngaji this year. I came back earlier and so managed to go to the 20th floor with him and see him in action;)
A few days later I came home and saw him busy writing this on the board.

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Sunday, February 07, 2010
An artist needs an inspiration.Irfan's drawing inspired by Pirates of the Carribean. The boy is watching and drawing at the same time.

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The lil girl and her new found friend.rain mohd 10:47 AM
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Saturday, February 06, 2010
Wat's uuupppp??Test post from the Iphone.
Amazingly quick and easy. Even the video upload! Yeah!
rain mohd 10:12 AM
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Good night. Hold me tight!
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Sunday, January 17, 2010
lately, it seems that the topic on fragility of life, death and dying keeps presenting itself to me.late last year, i had this dream that we were in a car, stuck in a jam and before we knew it, a big wave of water came over us and we were sucked deep beneath deep water. we didnt even have a chance to react before we realized we were underwater. i couldnt breathe but i told myself not to panic and to hold my breath. i reached to unbuckle my seatbelts and alim's; feeling my way through the water. i could see my hair dancing around me, as the water circled my body and pulled me deep. After freeing ourselves, I tried to push myself up, swimming up , looking and looking for the surface. but i couldnt find it and i eventually woke up.
till today, i couldnt figure it out. what was it? a tsunami? or did the road suddenly give way and we fell underwater? i googled about the meaning of my dream. what i found out all points to mean that something bad is going to happen to me. something close to death or even death itself.
that was pretty scary at that moment but life went on and I soon forgot about it.
till recently when someone predicted that an impending disaster is about to strike and we might be affected. actually 'might' was not what he said. i dont know what will happen but if you know me, you know that i get paranoid easily. even if it didnt happen, but ive already thought so much about it. ive imagined the worst scenarios and it all brings me to realize what i have already known all along; that life is fragile and tomorrow we can be gone. before we know it, we will just perish, disappear, become non-existent. if not us, people we love. the impending disaster might not happen soon, might not happen at all, but we will definitely go , one day; sooner than we might think. so even if the disaster doesnt happen, i thank you for freaking me out and reminding me about that. coz i ve known all along, but i have also forgotten.
like i said, the topic of death and dying just wont leave me. a few days after, i took a cab. it was a lady driver. since i go to sch by cab most days, i decided to get her to send me to sch everyday. everyday, in our conversations along the way, we learn more about each other. she is a catholic so some of our beliefs are somewhat similar. i soon learnt that her only daughter passed away a few years ago, in a road accident. her daughter was hit by a bus while crossing the road. even after so many years, I could hear her sniffles as she told me what happened. she ended her story by saying life is fragile and we can go anytime, or people we love can go anytime. she said the incident has brought her closer to God. i could feel and hear her devastation, her lost, her grief, her missing her daughter. she is a mother and I am too and i can only imagine.
and i sat in her cab and thought about my dream, the prediction, her story. its all about death, about how we have no control over when we go. i wonder why ive been hearing these things. but deep down i think i probably already know. maybe because i asked for it, somehwere in my prayers.
on the other hand, it might be mere coincidence of course. i cant tell. im not sure. i cannot imagine. its too scary. but one day it will come.
we dont prepare for such things, we cant. we will just live through it. or we will be the one to leave. and people we love will have to live through it.
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rain mohd 7:14 PM
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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
KIdsGlad to know that irfan is phonetically aware and is performing at his age level. During the assessment, i was pleasantly surprised to note that he is able to sound all the alphabets and knows the beginning and end sound of words. The teacher said he is slightly advanced for his age. I am definitely relieved. But the sad thing is, I didnt know he knew all that before the assessment. Gotta kick myself for not spending enough time with him.
But apparently he knows. I am relieved because putting him in montessori has always been questionable. I guess for him, he is able to learn in that kind of environment. Although it looks like he is playing more than he is ever learning. There were many things he definitely picked up at school and not from me. Things like telling time, addition, comparing numbers, name of continents.. ALim's mum was asking him what is 2+ 1 the other day. He said 3 and then he said, If I take away 1, i would have 2 left. He then quickly went back to his toys as if to say, enough asking,; not only do I get the concept of addition, I know subtraction too, so enough of the testing!
He is definitely not a genius, but whats important for me at this age, is his whole attitude towards learning. ANd if there is one thing he has definitely picked up in a montessori pre school, is the love for learning. If he has a ton of toys to play with, and at some corner an adult is showing and reading a book to kids, he would definitely go over to see; leaving his toys behind. I dont know how long this would last of course. I suspect by P6, all this enhusiasm for learning would definitely have died, buried deep under the tons of worksheets he has to complete for PSLE! sigh..
its not that i hate worksheets. after all, my job is to issue them. hah. Up to a certain point, I think its absolutely necessary. A teacher cant run away from that. In fact, I was relieved and glad when i asked irfan what he did in school today and he said; my teacher gave me a..hmm..she said its a...worksheeeeet.
Happinesss!
i have been asking him to remember what he does in school everyday. he is supposed to report to me details everyday. Everyday I would ask him if he did any writing or reading in school. After all he is in K1 this year and there should be more focus on writing. so i was happy he came home, saying the word "worksheet" for the first time ever. Now that sounds more like school.
WElcome to learning the Singapore way, Irfan! (actually its not the learning but the major assessments that stresses one out.)
I think at some points, you would hate it very much but it would make you vair vair creverrr lohhhhh!!!
rain mohd 8:38 PM
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Irfan is K1 already?! So fast.... Sunday morning with Irfan.
Cik Ros is shouting like mad dog to Cik Zali to ask him get ready quickly to send me to Changi Point.
Irfan: Ya la, Cik Jali always very slow, always waste time.
Cik Ros: Ya! So....slow...
Irfan: Cik Ros, why don't you just leave now and take the bus?
Cik Ros: .... *roll eyes*
Haha! He said that to you? I always get that from him too if Alim is slow. But for me, he would suggest I take a taxi!
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Updating this entry from the phone with coldplay playing. Heaven. Back atwork in a day and part of me is looking forward to the clean slate and exciting beginning. Another part of me is just gasping for air realizing the hard work that is yet to begin. 2009 was good. I started 2010 in a melancholic state . I don't have a clue why.I said,"how do you know?"
and he said," I've known you for ten years and Ive married u for five. And I love u. Always. That's why."
I hope whichever year ends and begins, some things will remain the same.
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Friday, December 18, 2009
Road Trip- Perth, WA(IV) Margaret River, Fremantle, Swan Valley and some things in between
Swan Valley
Margaret River Chocolate Factory
Our beachfront apartment at Scarborough Beach for the first two nites.
View of the Indian Ocean from our apartment
Our second apartment at quaint Margaret River.
Grocery shopping so that we we can cook dinner.
Cook busy at work. After all the driving?! I was amazed!
I wasnt the one driving and I couldnt even lift a finger to cut the onions.tsk tsk.
Some of the pit stops/lunches/time for kids to let off steam by the park/beach.
He picked a wildflower, held it up and said, " For you Ibu.." *heart melts*
Fremantle Market
"Cuppucino Strip" in Fremantle
Our last stay at Mercure Hotel at Perth City.
Despite alisha's bush hat and shades, she came back with two red sunburnt cheeks.
Perth City. Waiting for my mum to finish shopping.
Finally, date nite:)
Although this wasnt our first time in aust but it was extra special coz i brought my parents along.
Strangely enough, we felt like we had the responsibility to play host when in actual fact we were equally new to the place. I hope my parents enjoyed coming with us as much as we enjoyed bringing them. :)
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Road Trip- Perth, WA(III) Busselton Jetty and coastline views
along our drive to busselton jetty, we came across this small jetty on crystal clear water. Its very quiet with less than five people on this pretty beach. so we stopped for a bit to enjoy the view and for alim to have his photo fix.
Busselton Jetty in Busselton
Said to be the longest wooden jetty in Southern Hemisphere, stretching almost 2 km from shore. But when we came it was undergoing renovation so only the first 200m of the jetty was open.
Boat ride
Rock formations shaped over time. Some of them are acatually amalgamation of roots.
Spotted some dolphins and seals, much to Irfan's delight.
all ready to dive with the dolphins...in his dreams.
the sun was shining so brightly. luckily we all had shades, including alisha(thanks to cik ros for buying her one:)




