Betul Ke Ni?

so this year raya, i don't think i can even recognise myself.

WHY?

because...

this year, for the FIRST time we would be celebrating raya
as HUSBAND and WIFE.

this year, for the FIRST time, we would be celebrating raya
in our OWN HOME

and this year for the FIRST time, we would be celebrating raya
with OUR NEWBORN SON

did all these happen within LESS than a year?
all THREE at one go?!!
getting married, a place of our own and a son?!!

i mean it was just last year raya that i was this scrawny lil girl, ikut parents jalan raya, jalan lenggang lenggang kangkong, belum kahwin, takde rumah, and tak terpikir LANGSUNG pun pasal anak! dat was me last raya.. and then this year..

i mean we didnt do it in stages. we didnt take a year to do each. we took a year to do ALL.

didnt think that SOO much can change between last raya and this year.
but all are welcoming changes, no less.
and we are ever thankful for that.
just that im feeling a lil weird.
EVERYTHING is different.
so weird.
so so weird.
so so VERY weird.

My Lil Yoda





sometimes he cries. sometimes he smiles. always he frowns. seldom he burps. always he's hungry. often he sleeps. sometimes he gurgles. sometimes he coos. sometimes he farts. often he feeds. too often he shits.

Father and Son

Eversince, lil Irfan was in my womb, his dad has been talking to him every night. When he arrived into the world, he seem to be able to recognise that voice. Whenever his dad speaks to him, he will look at him and listen attentively.
They have a special bond. And i enjoy watching them.


he wouldn't let his dad's finger go.


sleeping soundly on his dad. sampai mulut ternganga nganga!


he was only 1 week old when this was taken. and he has already taken after his dad's sleeping position.amazing!


Lil irfan in his dad's arms. He loves looking right into the camera. Fascinated by cameras too, aye?