Updating this entry from the phone with coldplay playing. Heaven. Back atwork in a day and part of me is looking forward to the clean slate and exciting beginning. Another part of me is just gasping for air realizing the hard work that is yet to begin. 2009 was good. I started 2010 in a melancholic state . I don't have a clue why.

I said,"how do you know?"
and he said," I've known you for ten years and Ive married u for five. And I love u. Always. That's why."
I hope whichever year ends and begins, some things will remain the same.